confused.....
Went to have a yearly doctor check up yesterday...
Not a good news...
the doctor say....
i have to hav a operation to change or add a "Xin men"...
i dunno wat is tt in eng...
i found this pic...
of my problem... tetrology of fallot...
but dunno which part oso...
haiz...
the pic oso got write wat is different of me with normal you...
wan noe more can see the pic below lor...
but the operation is a sooner or later depending on my conditions...
thus calling me to go back and have a echo then can decide when the operation will be done...
there is actually 3 doctors in the room and it do seems serious...
but the doctors did not say anything that make it seems serious...
but only...
explain wat is going on with me to me...
normally the last few years which i remember...
there will only be one doctor and they will only talk to my mum and explain it w/o really asking if i understood everything but they did this time...
i'm confused...
my mum asked the doctor if it is a big operation...
the doctor answer every operation is counted as big furthermore mine is a heart operation...
mummy n daddy din really say anything abt that after we are out of the hospital...
i dunno if it is really serious or not...
i'm confused...
after tt i told me sis abt wat the doctor said...
she replied with a nod and say "why is it 6mths later then hav a check up not straight away"...
does tt mean its serious n should hav immediate check up??
i'm confused...
maybe it is really not tt serious? or they just dun wish that i start worrying??
i'm confused...
there there i wish to be a lot more positive tt it is really not serious but i'm scared....
i'm...
not...
any ...
where...
near...
optimism...
ok...
let's try...
so let me think of something that will let me forget this ba...
maybe it is really not serious...
hehez...
:)
later i'm going out...
to East Point Mall...
wat will i be doing there??
see Ke You Lun...
hehe...
wahahah....
maybe buying his album... maybe not...
will decide when i reach there...
excited... hehe...
happy that he come east point which is so near to tamp...
happy that is the grp at far far not him... or else... haha....
oh ya...
below will be the pics of some days with happy things happening during holiday...
eating with 4e1 guys n gals! haha...
GALS!!
the GUYS!
Eating stemboat with my cousins!
KTV with cousins!!
IDOL CHASING!!
KTV with cousins!!
